a mood

today was a pretty good day. i sat on the floor all day, and then i took a break from all that sitting and lied on the floor for a while, at least until i was ready to sit some more. i stared at the ceiling and listened to music. it was a lot better than it sounds. you just had to be there.



i read a lot of science articles online about how some of the first stars from the beginning of the universe may still be burning brightly, and that cannibinoids cure migraines. i read about avoiding hangovers and why girls get so nervous when you look at them. i read your appreciation for a movie is mostly dependent on who's sitting next to you at the time, and what the weather is like on mars. i read that for the first time in human history we're able to see the entire sun at once, thanks to the satellites we've sent out. i read about how we're getting even closer and closer to seeing the supermassive black hole at the center of our galaxy. i think i may have already known all these things before i read them. i definitely wasn't surprised.

i fed my cat a little too much chicken and she threw up on my jacket. i should have known better than giving her all that food at once but she kept asking for it so i shared. i have felt the urge to create something lately but i dont know what to do about it. i've been burning a lot of candles and playing with the wax. burning a million candles all over the room. it's probably a fire hazard but the gentle and undulating glow is definitely worth it.

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